In a rut....again

Well, I guess you can say I had a relapse of thought.  I am afraid to admit it, but I can't go a day without Kim on my mind. Usually, its a fleeting thought here or there. But, yesterday I was TRAPPED.  If you are into boring, ex girlfriend mumbo jumbo, please skip ahead, haha.  

For the past month I have constantly been in a good mood.  I have been doing things for myself that I have never done before.  My mind has been so open and clear and positive.  I have met a lot of awesome people. Life is good.  But, yesterday was a downer.   I really missed Kim yesterday.  I don't have any desire to get back together with her...at least at the moment.  But I could not get her off of my mind...all...day....looooonnggg.  Needless to say I was pretty down.  I just need to move on . Its not like I haven't made progress, I am just not completely over it.  I know she is, and I know I should.  It's definitely easier said then done.  But, enough moping... Today is a new day.  

I know once Josh is here, It will be much easier to take my mind off of her.  I keep myself busy going out every night, and I have A LOT of fun,  but that does not keep my mind from wandering.  So, it will be nice having another one of my best friends, who is into some of the things my other friends are not to keen on.  

So, last night was residency night, and I decided to change up the routine a little and check out The Echo.  So, I met up with Mike and Melissa over yonder.  Never again.  The bands were lame, the crowed was lame ( this is at fault of the lame bands bringing their lame pre pubescent  audience).  But,  it is always nice hanging out with those friends.  I started getting really sleepy during the last band, so it was time to take off and hit the sack.  Next week I shall be checking out the Afternoons last night of residency.  Much awesomeness I hear.

I am realllyyy looking forward to tonight's activities!